This is the beginning of something great.
This is the moment I open my world to you — in complete acceptance of the fact that I am not perfect.

That’s right. I am not perfect.

We are all, at some point, driven by this unattainable obsession with perfection — and in that pursuit, we miss how perfect we already are. We miss the perfect moments we’ve already lived, because as they say, we can’t see the trees for the forest.

For this, I believe, is our fate as human beings.

I am stepping onto a path of transparency.
This is my calling — because I was called to be a shaman.

When I first had the vision that I was a shaman, I didn’t believe it. Why?
Because I thought:

“Shamans are perfect people. They were raised in sacred traditions, trained from birth, pure and untouchable. Their robes are spotless.”

But that was Perfection, whispering her old lies again.

The truth is:
A shaman is shaped by guilt, shame, regret, turmoil, and heartbreak.
A shaman is someone who has walked through the fire — through the darkness — and emerged on the other side. That is the only way they have enough empathy to be a shaman.

I believe God entrusted me with this unique journey so that I can meet anyone — anyone — without judgment.

I have hated myself.
I have regretted many of my choices.
I have lived in such deep turmoil that I once sought to end my life.
I have had my heart shattered, and I have shattered many hearts.

BUT I AM ALIVE.

A heart still beats in this chest, and blood still flows through these veins — and because of that, I can sit here today, typing these words to you, whoever you are, wherever you are reading this.

I will be open, so that you may feel free enough to be open with me.
At the end of the day, we were all born onto this Earth naked, fearless, and in need of nothing but love.

And so, as we walk this path together, I hope that I may offer peace — even to just one person.
Know this:

I love you already, even though I have not met you.

🌿 La Mesa de Epifania (Epifania’s Table) is my bilingual spiritual hub — a space woven into my larger creative brand, Tallulahmade.com.
While Tallulahmade is my home for all creative expression — art, photography, design, storytelling — Epifania’s Table is where my spiritual and shamanic journey lives and breathes.

At Epifania’s Table, I will explore food, spirituality, travel, ritual, healing, and the beautiful (and sometimes messy) process of becoming who we were always meant to be.

It is a space for sacred conversation — for laughter, honesty, vulnerability, and fearless living.

“The table is where everything happens.”

As I walk this path, I will share what I learn, what I taste, what I see, and what I feel.
I admit: I am afraid to be vulnerable.
I am afraid of the invisible commitments I make by writing this down and offering it to the world.
But here is what I can promise:

No matter what I write here, it will be my truth.

Welcome, dear soul, to my shaman journey.
Welcome to Epifania’s Table.